厭

misanthrope

sick of life

feeling of war-weariness

pessimist

pessimism

red meat, bird and fish flesh

misanthropy

killing oneself out of despair (for life)

epiglottis

weariness with life

pessimistic view of life

war weariness

pessimist

to take good care of oneself

meat and the five pungent roots (avoided in Buddhist cuisine)

dislike

epiglottis

departing from this world in disdain

abandonment

disgust

killing someone with a magical curse

abhorrence of (living in) this impure world

despite one's busyness

to be loath to

detestable

hatred

weariness

feelings of dread and aversion